The clock ticks, my computer hums, and I sigh.
This has been a reoccurring scene theme to my days lately. I have my show in April but every move I make is a step backwards instead of progress. I almost paralyzed by my options and I'm becoming more and more uncertain that I know what I want to make and why I want to make it. The real trick for me is that my show has to be about something, any one thing. If you've watched my gallery for any length of time I'm certain you've notice my interests and mediums get changed more often than my socks (well you may not know about the sock part ^_^). Point being I don't have a cohesive body of work and that's exactly what I need right now.
For a while I was working on a animation
[link] and it looked like I'd finally have something that I could tie together into a life-raft of art but the realization that I wouldn't be able to finish it in time (5 seconds of animation with this process takes about 2 weeks) occurred last month and now I'm scrambling to figure out what I could do instead. No, that's not the problem... it's trying to figure out what I'm really not going to do. I could paint, draw, CG, ect, and to compound the issue I can do all these with different styles in mind. Add to that the need to have a conceptual component and well... I can't believe I'm saying this but right now I wish I couldn't do so much.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ... *whimpers*